Or are you trying to make it fade for a reason that I can't figure out? I realize how my entries right here in flight of a dragonfly was mostly about you and the love I have for you. I wonder why are you ruining it? There's so much anger which I can't voice out. So much of hurt because of the unfairness. I see how the words spoken about you just might have been true. All this while I put that thoughts about you aside and I tried to make it right. But you have changed almost overnight. You make me just wanna run away from all of this. I'm tired and almost giving up on a dream. A dream that's not just for me but for everone I love. Sighh..
In a perfect world somehow I wish...I wish...and I keep wishing that YOU're still here to listen and not judge me like some might. I could speak to you and know that you're listening. You don't know the right words to say but you'd just be there to listen. You'd know that I'm not asking for a solution which can't be found at all. You'd know what to say that would take me far away from the sadness that I have inside me. You'd give me a chance to fall and you'd be proud when I'm back up. You'd hug me without saying a word before leaving and I would know that you meant to say all the things that would make it better for me. This dream of YOU being here is gone and I can't reach you during times like this....If only I knew why and I could explain but there's just no way.....
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