Readings...4:9:85

Sunday NITE mass at the great Ol Skool

A reading from the book of E.Laura A. 4:9:85

Thou shall try not make me sick no more...
Thou shall realize that I've tried my best and I'm still trying...
Thou shall realize that I'm more tired than lazy most days...
Thou shall realize that ciggarettes and alcohol are around to shorten life as the life without loved ones are a waste of my time here...
Thou shall realize that many words spoken from my mouth have gone unheard...
Thou shall realize the huge number of questions I have but never seem to find the answers to them..
Thou shall realize that I want the things I never had before...
Thou shall realize the things I want mostly are things that all the money in the world can never buy...
Thou shall realize that I wish certain things in life turned out differently...
Thou shall realize that I never meant to hurt the people I have hurt before...
Thou shall know that I am thinking of ways to be a better person sometimes but it gets so difficult...
Thou shall realize that I know the truth about me being just an accident...
Thou shall realize this must the reason why things get so hard for me...
Thou shall realize I find it hard to cope and mix with the ones around me...
Thou shall realize the list of people I miss and wish were around has ended cause I can't have yet another one...
Thou shall realize the memories haunt me so bad...
Thou shall realize the ones I love most are the ones who hurt me so bad...

Thou shall realize that I wish I was never even born since I'm hanging around here and wasting my life away....

Peace be with you...