Toossdayyy....

I'm tired but let me try to be as positive as possible and see how far I could get. Well, life's so fucked up. Hah! Kidding.. anywayzz...table was sent today to our new house. Lovely marble in green and beige but things are never right if something does not go wrong right so the chairs were the wrong ones. :-) The lorry guys fixed only four chairs and I realized that the colour of the chairs were orange instead of black!! So that will be delayed. But at least there's a table there, and the mattress too. Oh, and a shoe cabinet. :-)

Well, the curtains looked duper awesome when I hung them up. But oh boy, even that was tiring cause of climbing up and down the ladder. Hahaha...
I guess once it's all down, looking how nice they look takes the tiredness away for a few minutes at least.

And then, yes so he has not spoken anything to me yet. And there's nothing I can do about it except to know that things have and still is being delayed. He's 70, I'm 25 right now and I can't comprehend how could things be this way. The slamming and locking of doors, the wild and scary stare that I get...it's tiring as hell. Nothing has changed with him over the years and it's sad. Sometimes we got to accept the things that we can't change I guess...though it's so hard. I wish he could accept me the way I am and I could be open sometimes. Just the way I accept the way he is. But that's just a dream away and it will remain a dream forever.

Hmmph...7.23pm...long long way to go......