merry whattt.....

waking up to a text from you
wat it says is nothing but a heartache
since nothing nice ever comes out these days
say you must have a meal with me and you'd tell me why
i felt it way before today
tried my best to avoid it but knowing it won't be long
till i have to face reality

***you're leaving yet again
during a time when we need you most
i know i've been bad
never doing things you're way
is it too late for me to make it up?
is it too late to beg you to stay?
just please stay with us and dont leave
dont make us have merry fucking christmas without you

it's not fair though it's nothing new
why do i have to pay for what everybody does
so they've pissed you of till you wanna leave
but i've tried and i've tried all my life
why isn't it every good enough for you
why the fuck must it be this unfair
i will never get it and i'll never get you

***

guess all i've got is a repeat of last year
a jolly season without you here
a meaningless affair which brings me to tears
but oh well that's just the way it is I guess

***you're leaving yet again
during a time when we need you most
i know i've been bad
never doing things you're way
is it too late for me to make it up?
is it too late to beg you to stay?
just please stay with us and dont leave
dont make us have merry fucking christmas without you

but maybe it's too late cause your ticket's been booked
and since i just found out
just gotta welcome the merry fucking christmas and a fucking jolly season
with a heart that's been broken to pieces......