There's no way of getting to you or talking cause ever so often, all you ever is talk and you will never listen hence I decided on writing a letter that will never reach even close to the North Pole and I wish it never would reach anyway. The one thing I'm sure right now is that I am glad that Christmas is over since you weren't here for it. I wish you knew how Christmas felt like without you around. It just ends up having to be fake and strong and wearing a smile for the love of the rest of the family around. Deep down there's a hole in my heart when I think of you spending Christmas all alone. It just wasn't fair at all but when has it ever been anyway. I know you're hurt too and deep down you're broken but aren't we all?!?! If I could do anything to make it better just for you, I would for sure but when would it ever be enough for you? I try, try and try and failure is all that I end up with. How long would it take till your smile comes straight from thr heart and tears would not fall? It hurts to think I would never succeed. Among all my failures in life, this is the biggest one ever for I would be able to do things right by you. I guess all the words in the world, actions or whatever it may be would never be enough.
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