the piss-look-alike

I stare blankly at the untouched mug of golden coloured, piss look alike liquid,
I start to think if I should take a sip, down it or pour it down the drain,
Then I back track my memory and struggle to remember my sudden love-hate relationship for this bloody crap in the mug...
Was it caused by joy, anger, disgust, confusion, frustration, hurt or simply just one of those crazy habits which some people end up having? Guess I'd never be able to answer that right away.
Someday, somehow the reason might surface perhaps. It would come out of the blue when it is least expected and the time is right..till then I guess life goes on as it always has. People come, people go, some change and some don't....some come back, while others leave instead, things are earned, things are lost. Guess the balance is never ever found as there will always be something which is not right at each point of time. How do find the strength to face a world where there's always something to bring you down? We see happy faces each day but more often than not, beneath happy faces lies a heart that's sad and a torn feeling which is beyond repair. I believe that very few happy faces are genuine and we will never be able to find out the truth due to the fear we have of letting the truth out.

With all this, perhaps the piss plays a part somehow and people tend to drown all that's inside with it. Does it even work? Well, perhaps for a good few minutes and then reality hits. Cheers to the piss which unfortunately does not work magic for long!! :-)