shitting hell

is what this is....
sure feels like hell and i'm wondering why
as i sit here and feel high as georgia pie
for some reason i feel as though my soul has left
my brain has dissolved into liquid
some fucking purple-green liquid
and my heart seemed to have hardened

help me find my soul
so i won't have to say its sold
sold to the devil
help me find my brain
so i can think again
and my heart would be heard
once again

the walk feels far as hell
so i decide to drive instead
but as i drive around
i see you following right behind which makes my cry
why can't you leave me alone
since it was you're choice to go
once again I feel lost and damn shitting hell is what this is