if i could build a stairway to heaven, i would sacrifice all that i have and do it so that i could spend just one more day with you... i keep questioning n throwing blames at myself for all the times i've took you for granted.... all the things i've said without thinking how mean they were... all the times i've kept the words which should have been said all the moments i've missed for turning you down.. and for not realizing you're importance until you left for good... no matter how many questions there may be right now, the answers to them will never be found for it's too late

I could only think of what might have been I could now just imagine what it would be like if you were here If I drove around the town and saw you standing right there Perhaps this time around I would loose my foolish ways and honestly tell you that you're the best thing that's ever happened in my life And that my life without you has no meaning at all So would you change your mind and come back to me so that we could start over I've let you down once and I don't intend to do it again Days when I'm down and lonely, wish that you were around is all I could do

And I somehow wonder if you would hear me if I called out your name Would the religious ones let you go and could the calling be reversed and moved to someone else instead? I wish it could be done with a wave of a magic wand Guess these are just dreams of having you back In reality, things would never be the way I wish it could be I've lost a battle..an important one and I would never be able to turn back the clock I imagine that you're in heaven when in reality you're gone with no hope of turning back