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Fear...it comes naturally when you're near
when you stare
when you return
when you're away
when your message beeps
when you move
how could such a feeling come so often and naturally all the time?

Love...is beneath all the fear and all of it
when you do something
when you do nothing at all
when you get mad
when you cry
when you smile
when you speak
when you leave
when you return
when you insult
when you walk
when you eat
when you sleep most of all
coz that's when I know you're there though my love's unaccepted
though you make it difficult to love you
I try hard enough to send you a message as you sleep
And I wonder if it's ever delivered to you
A message which says I love you more than words could ever say
If you only knew but perhaps it would not make a difference

Someday if I shall not awake
A message to your heart I shall send to make you realize how much I loved you and that I still do and I always will though it was never ever enough
If you looked deep in my eyes maybe you could have seen love beneath the fear
Yet I hope in my living eyes will you realize instead