Yet another day....So what?

So what if I'm quiet? So what if I am just this and that? So what if I choose to be this way? So what if I don't feel like changing? So what if I think I want to be this way? So what if I talk when I think I should talk? So what if I say only what I think is important? So what if I am not the way others want me to be? So what? So what if I do not meet the expectation of someone who does not even matter? So what if I refuse to speak way more than others do? So what if the words I have in my mind would not come out? So what if you don't know what I'm thinking? So what if my quietness is disturbance to the rest? So what if my thoughts is not what it should be? So what? So what if I did not do the right thing? So what if I had caused you hurt and pain that was simply unintentional? So what if I felt hurt by your actions when I was not supposed to? So what if it makes me sick that you do not speak to me? So what if I refuse to do the things that you want me to do? So what if I am a changed person? So what if I begged you to stay when all you want to do is leave? So what?
So what if I want the things that I know is almost impossible? So what if I think the impossible is somehow possible? So what if the impossible becomes possible because I thought it was possible? So what if my actions make me fall? So what if my quietness causes that much of discomfort? So what if I loved you more than anything else in the world? So what if I knew you could not walk on water yet I dared you to it? So what if I drank too much? So what if I smoked too much? So what if I did all the things that I should never started doing? So what? So what if I knew I was leaving soon and I wanted your time badly? So what if there is never enough time? So what if there is no way to make me speak? So what if I was born to be this way? So what if it was written in the stars that I was meant to be quiet? So what if I'd rather write than speak? So what if my writings are not understood? So what? So what if no one ever could understand me? So what if the one person who understood me left me without a reason? So what? So what if I am slow? So what if I'm scared of many things? So what if I can't get myself to think the way I'm supposed to?