never needed or will ever need reminders of what i never had or will never ever have
so why don't you keep your thoughts and not share with me about the absolute luck you have of all that you have and something that money can't buy
maybe you could start by stop being so insensitive and see that all I ever do is try to care
but instead you smash and tear my heart into a million pieces with the things you say

arrrggghhhh

it's frustrating that I can't tell you coz maybe you won't even understand
thought u did know me well enough but guess you don't at all
but it's not fair cause it only tells me that you just hear but you don't listen as I speak
why is that so?
save those stuff that hurt for the rest who have them too
share stories of those kind with everyone but me
it hurts deep down and how long will I have to hide it
I could try to erase it and block it of but till when must I......