another day down...finally!!!! tomorrow's yet to come but i don't think it's gonna be even slightly brighter! damn! Ugly days at work!

how come some people have many reasons to smile while i don't? maybe im not searching hard enough for a reason to smile...like really really smile without a care in the world! maybe it's time to pack up my frustrations and anger and throw it somewhere really far-like in Klang perhaps? ;-)But then again...it all started from there!

Pa's lovely 2 page letter haunts me.......fuck! life's never fair!!!!