on Rock and Roll....
and not for carrying dirt..
can't wait for another 2 weeks till I could freely come to work..alone.
with my thoughts and music...
carpooling is one of the fucked up things to do in life..glad I've realized this early and only had emm...3-4 months of it guess. lucky lucky me..
especially if the other person is rude like shit...
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
when will it fade..
the anger that I feel after what happened..maybe it'll be something that I never will get over. It should not even be a maybe I guess..damn..
Same month, different year..so he chose to make it a yearly affair that we feel like crap. Unable to concentrate while his damn wife eats n sleeps easy! Hate the fact that we go through this...and they easily forget!!
Sighhh....
Same month, different year..so he chose to make it a yearly affair that we feel like crap. Unable to concentrate while his damn wife eats n sleeps easy! Hate the fact that we go through this...and they easily forget!!
Sighhh....
Monday, February 13, 2012
with a heavy heart...
After all you have done...today, with a heavy heart, there I go sending my mother back to your fucking shit hole. Oh yeah..then again, I forgot, I love my mother to bits but she has never been a mother to me! You will always been her golden son! You could do no wrong in her eyes!
Biologically, she is my mother...in reality, she is just a friend that I have had for life. Go ahead, treat your mother like dirt, she will forgive you and still do shit for you! But remember..my words would some day, probably come true! You will pay for what you have done!!!
Bastard!!!! You have caused me tears and cause of you...probably, I will never be the same...time will heal...I will get over this shit and be BETTER THAN YOU!! A million times!!!
Go watch your dogs at home...without an income......you can eat shit..or perhaps start taking drugs till you die of OD!!!
Biologically, she is my mother...in reality, she is just a friend that I have had for life. Go ahead, treat your mother like dirt, she will forgive you and still do shit for you! But remember..my words would some day, probably come true! You will pay for what you have done!!!
Bastard!!!! You have caused me tears and cause of you...probably, I will never be the same...time will heal...I will get over this shit and be BETTER THAN YOU!! A million times!!!
Go watch your dogs at home...without an income......you can eat shit..or perhaps start taking drugs till you die of OD!!!
hurt beyond words and never turning back....
11.02.2012...
How much hurt has life brought on all this while...still we go on trying and ending up nowhere. On this day, yet again...anger, rage, frustration and whatever it is that caused the God damn idiot to strike yet again. I can barely right or concentrate on anything cause of what he has done. All in a day...whatever it was that he is facing, he has no right to do this to us. I hate him and his family. They say hate is not the word to use but it's the chances that he has been given all these while that has now made me hate them all. If religion teaches one to forgive and forget, that is what I will do except that it will be my way. I will forgive but definitely forget them all. They are DEAD to me from now on.
He called my dad a bastard, kicked my mum out of the house by instructing his damn wife to throw all her things out, sent my dad an SMS which said 'Go burn in hell', called my mum to tell her that her daugther is an alcoholic, called me a psycho and tried his best to come and hit me! I have decided to write this down...and one day read back to earlier post of the hurt he has caused us all. Has it become a yearly affair that we have been cursed to face?? What's worst is to post of fucking facebook that family are the ones who burn you the most!?!?!? Indeed it is true for he is the fucking one who has burnt it for me and brought me down!! There is nothing good that I could recall and it's sad that we, who are his family are blamed for his problems all.
Well, let me write down the names that I have erased from my life and nothing at all will ever change me or make me turn back....
David Benjamin - Pay for what you have done! What goes around will come around! Someday that bitch of yours will leave you for the man she probably is having an affair via email! With your fucking attitude..you might not even get a job! And perhaps you could pick rubbish to feed or kids!!
Elly Ong - Bloody pretentious, sly bitch from hell!!! We suffered and cramped to give you the room in our tiny apartment and tried to treat you as best as we could but you proved that a FUCKING IN LAW WILL ALWAYS REMAIN AN OUTLAW!! Bitch...called to complain million times that Ben hit you, slapped, punched, pushed you out the car!?!?!? But still you went spreading your legs and deliver 3 kids to watch your fights! And keep all their money in your fucking bank probably for your treatment when you end up in hospital for fucking facebook addiction? Or brain damage!?!?!?
Luke Tyler - Rude child from hell...you have learnt well to become idiots like your parents! Fucking 6 year old who can't even say hello!?!?! Go ahead and dance to Michael Jackson..someday you might end up being exactly like him too! Bloody faggot!!!
Leia Faith - Perhaps....a Shaun Seow to make your father realise what goes around comes around! Join your brothers...go become a tomboy who goes after innocent girls! Your parents will be really proud of you! For what they have done...this is what they deserve!
Marc Trevor - God knows what will become but probably a gangster from helll like your fucking father!!!!
Mariam - the maid they have used...I hope you leave and head back to your country! It was no one but YOU who mothered the kids and did everything while the bitch of Elly painted a beautiful picture on Fucking Facebook like she looked after her kids!!!!
Fuck all of you...you all have hurt me beyond words! Who cares what I have done or how much I have cared and loved you all before...it's over and I hate all of you! Guess it shows I was only doing what was expected from my parents...it was not even real!!!
Bastards....back at you...go burn in hell
How much hurt has life brought on all this while...still we go on trying and ending up nowhere. On this day, yet again...anger, rage, frustration and whatever it is that caused the God damn idiot to strike yet again. I can barely right or concentrate on anything cause of what he has done. All in a day...whatever it was that he is facing, he has no right to do this to us. I hate him and his family. They say hate is not the word to use but it's the chances that he has been given all these while that has now made me hate them all. If religion teaches one to forgive and forget, that is what I will do except that it will be my way. I will forgive but definitely forget them all. They are DEAD to me from now on.
He called my dad a bastard, kicked my mum out of the house by instructing his damn wife to throw all her things out, sent my dad an SMS which said 'Go burn in hell', called my mum to tell her that her daugther is an alcoholic, called me a psycho and tried his best to come and hit me! I have decided to write this down...and one day read back to earlier post of the hurt he has caused us all. Has it become a yearly affair that we have been cursed to face?? What's worst is to post of fucking facebook that family are the ones who burn you the most!?!?!? Indeed it is true for he is the fucking one who has burnt it for me and brought me down!! There is nothing good that I could recall and it's sad that we, who are his family are blamed for his problems all.
Well, let me write down the names that I have erased from my life and nothing at all will ever change me or make me turn back....
David Benjamin - Pay for what you have done! What goes around will come around! Someday that bitch of yours will leave you for the man she probably is having an affair via email! With your fucking attitude..you might not even get a job! And perhaps you could pick rubbish to feed or kids!!
Elly Ong - Bloody pretentious, sly bitch from hell!!! We suffered and cramped to give you the room in our tiny apartment and tried to treat you as best as we could but you proved that a FUCKING IN LAW WILL ALWAYS REMAIN AN OUTLAW!! Bitch...called to complain million times that Ben hit you, slapped, punched, pushed you out the car!?!?!? But still you went spreading your legs and deliver 3 kids to watch your fights! And keep all their money in your fucking bank probably for your treatment when you end up in hospital for fucking facebook addiction? Or brain damage!?!?!?
Luke Tyler - Rude child from hell...you have learnt well to become idiots like your parents! Fucking 6 year old who can't even say hello!?!?! Go ahead and dance to Michael Jackson..someday you might end up being exactly like him too! Bloody faggot!!!
Leia Faith - Perhaps....a Shaun Seow to make your father realise what goes around comes around! Join your brothers...go become a tomboy who goes after innocent girls! Your parents will be really proud of you! For what they have done...this is what they deserve!
Marc Trevor - God knows what will become but probably a gangster from helll like your fucking father!!!!
Mariam - the maid they have used...I hope you leave and head back to your country! It was no one but YOU who mothered the kids and did everything while the bitch of Elly painted a beautiful picture on Fucking Facebook like she looked after her kids!!!!
Fuck all of you...you all have hurt me beyond words! Who cares what I have done or how much I have cared and loved you all before...it's over and I hate all of you! Guess it shows I was only doing what was expected from my parents...it was not even real!!!
Bastards....back at you...go burn in hell
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