I am me, just me..plain silly me
Always misunderstood but never understood
If me being me gets me into trouble
I wonder should I change or just be me
It's sad and it hurts to be me
I don't wanna be me but I am just me
If being me gets me down then I don't really wanna be
But I don't understand why should I be anyone but me

Losing you would be the hardest thing ever
Just the thought of it scares me to death and breaks me into a million pieces
You make loving you so hard yet with each day that passes, it never fades at all
Though you choose to be far away, there isn't a moment that I don't think of you
Tears fall which no one would see for I know I would never be understood
Wishing that you came back would be just a dream for your happiness would never exist if you did
You're far away and it hurts to know that things are not alright
If only I really was an angel as some do call me but I would never be one
Else I'd fly and make it all alright for you
I'd fly just to see you smile
But it's only so much I can do

Hurts when I keep trying and end up failing
Wish I could run far far away and not come back
Such an ugly world and there's no shelter from it all
If only just a rainbow could appear, change it all and make everything fine

I don't like to be left hanging this way
Too much of uncertainty
There's just so little hope
It hurts to feel used and taken for granted
Why is it the same for me everywhere?
Is it me or is it them?
Wish I could run away from it all
Feels like I'm suffocating and screaming but no one can hear me
Sometimes all I wanna do is run away from all of this
To a place where nobody can find me
Or maybe I just wanna be safe in the arms of an angel
Not do anything for once
Not having to try so hard at doing something that I hate doing

ms. lauren-no-hill
get off my back
and cut the crap

quit the J's and come home please.................
is there any hope at all?

the safest place, a hiding place
stop the thoughts and erase rough times
take me for a ride down memory lane
but never once is it ever the ugly lane
everything's clear and pretty
as crystal blue meth
a swim down under
a dive way below where it all disappears
never a tear, never any fear
smiles all over that last forever